I don't know where to start in this blog entry. I've been locked out of my blog for a while, and before that I was doing podcasts. So...

I listened to this when I was younger. Before I realised that there was something weird about what I was doing, I had dissociated from my...

In my book Paper Doll I put this song in, amongst many, to describe the feeling of never wanting to give something up. That’s how I felt...

I know this is a love song, but as always, I interpret it about Baby Naturally, as most people listen to love songs, and think of their...

A big part of my issues stems from the fact that I decided as a child my family would love me no matter what, the world would not. I...

This song to me represents breaking free of stereotypes and the roles we feel were expected to play in life I grew up believing, as a...

Today's blog entry is a mix of quotes, playlists, lyrics and extracts from either this blog or my book Paper Doll: “I will survive my...

I relate to this song for a few periods of my life, and different stages of my identity disorder First theres the social anxiety, when I...

After the psychosis I was very depressed. I’m now on anti depressants for it, and it’s under control. Medication isn’t for everyone, it...

you were good to me - Jeremy Zucker, Chelsea Cutler In my book, a memoir based on my mental illnesses, Paper Doll, I dedicated this song...

“i was born for this, born for this, it’s who I am, how could i forget?” When I was 10 I stood up on a stage with my best friend and sang...

I’m choosing this one for sentimental reasons. I listened to this song in hospital with psychosis and it reassured me that psychosis was...

I wanted to choose a new Taylor song for my latest blog post and I’ve been listening to this one on repeat so it seemed fitting...

I’ve taken to doing two blog posts at a time, because I never feel done, and I always see another song I want to do a post on. So in...

I know people may think I chose this song from a feminist angle, and while it fits that theme, I chose it for the lines “I know you have...

This is my halloween entry for my blog. For Halloween I dressed up as Harley Quinn, and it has more to it than first appears. Her name...

I listened to this song during my breakdown, before I was hospitalised for psychosis. I was voluntary the first time and sectioned the...

I’ve had my heart broken a few times. When I stopped being Baby. When Nonna died. The boys that broke my heart. The psychosis. The...

"I was still a child, didn't get the chance to feel the water round me. Had no time to choose, what I chose to do. So go easy on me" I...

I loved this song at one point It has such a good message to it, pretty self explanatory After everything, the thing i’m most proud of is...