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Dear old Nicki - Nicki Minaj

I listened to this when I was younger. Before I realised that there was something weird about what I was doing, I had dissociated from my body and face and the whole performance


I thought I was Baby, and Baby was me



But I remember listening to this song and something really resonating



I buried myself deep down inside, and became Baby at a young age



“At every intersection we just missed each other”, gets me every time



I blamed the younger me for everything, when she was so strong she hung in there for a decade



Whenever things got rough for me, I needed some inner strength, something real, not fake, to help me dig deep and get out of a dark place



I think listening to this song will help a lot of people understand



I love that some people want to, I used to think no one would get it, could understand



I felt so strange




But identity disorders are real, they do happen, and I’m certainly not the only person to have potentially had one





"I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do." — Frida Kahlo







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